I need a life coach.

Life has been kicking my ass lately. Like insanely. I am currently sitting on the couch, watching my girls eat lunch and I am too exhausted to make myself anything to eat, even though we all woke up at 9:00am today. Or 9:30 if you are a certain 4 year old who is for sure going through a growth spurt with the amount of sleep and food she has needed lately.

We finally got all of our furniture back inside and said goodbye to one of our PODS in the driveway. The last one is being picked up tomorrow. Thank God. I was getting very irritated looking at them every single day. Although life still feels crazy and never-ending stressful, I am finally starting to feel almost back to normal. I spent the entire day yesterday organizing my bedroom/dressers/closet. I kept purging everything I didn't absolutely need or love. And it feels amazing. The girls rooms are almost done too, I am finally putting away summer clothes and flip flops.

But I'm just beat. Physically, mentally beat down. I tried to throw Anth a surprise "party" after the pumpkin patch on Saturday and needless to say I sucked the big one. I honestly have the best friends in the entire world who made cake, got drinks, presents, everything. I didn't even remember to buy party cups or plastic silverware. My mind is useless. I feel like everyday my kids are alive when I tuck them in at night is a good day.

I got one workout in last week, for the first time in over a month and I have literally been eating cake for dinner. It's been a shameful couple of months and I am just begging to feel normal again.

But at least we are all alive. And healthy. And there is plenty of wine in this household. Here's to a very stress free holiday season, because I am going to need it!